Bi-Polar Me

how to find Malate

2010-01-04T22:09:00.000-08:00

in my years of existence not being straight (gay, fag, bi..i said whatev you'd like to call me) would you believe i haven't been in Malate? not even once? i have read somewhere saying hindi kumpleto ang pagkabakla mo kung hindi ka pa nakakarating sa Malate. they say it's like a home of every gay in the Metro and here i am who doesn't even know how to properly go there. i've been around it and my feet hasn't drag anywhere near the famous streets of Orosa-Nakpil or whatever it is called. they say its just around near Robinson's Manila (Ermita, some says so) and am telling i've been there in countless times but i never did saw a trace of what Malate is like.

honestly i am very curious how things are going in that certain place that turned Mecca for every gay man of tis country (or is there a place like that probably in the Northern most part of the RP or probably in Visayas?). what's it like to dance on those heated up dance floor filled with people with the same yearning as mine?

my night life has always been in the straight scene with my lady and guy friends. i have gay friends also, but we've never been anywhere near that certain strip of bars that cater to PLU (at gimmick nights, i mean).

we all know how curiosity killed the meowing cat and damn if i'd be killed, i just knew i have to take a glimpse of how nightlife is goin' on that other side of the Metro. maybe i need to join a certain group of friends who frequently patrol the streets of Malate? or probably just drag my entire barkada to take an educational trip there? or just take the plunge alone and discover its secret for myself? what says you?

coulrophobia

2010-01-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

i don't like clowns. if you want a peaceful life here on earth then you gotta help me get rid of all those maniacs all disguised to lure us into becoming totally complacent... taking our guard off... and before we knew... they're all set to massacre us humans.

this shit is really serious trust me!

i mean, we don't know what's lurking behind those false smile right? it can be a grin of evil. a look of scheming, hoping only the worst possible death for us.

ever read stephen king's "it?" it was made into film during the 90's and it really came off as a warning that one day, these evil clowns will take over us then slowly kill us all then cook us in mince pies with their full blown maniacal laughter.

think about it. i know it may sound crazy..but one day..you're gonna prove that to yourself as you are being strangle to death by that clown just waiting for the right time to ambush you...

beware...

so you think am BI-POLAR?

2009-12-31T22:01:00.000-08:00

BIPOLAR disorder is a serious life-long mental illness characterized by dramatic mood swing from mania to depression.

The mood switches from high to low and back again are dramatic and rapid, but more often they are gradual and slow, and intervals of normal mood may occur between the high (manic) and low (depressive) phases of the condition.

A very Happy New Year to everyone as we welcome 2010 with high spirits and positivism during which we anticipate another whirlwind of a life in the next 365 days, 8, 760 hours, 525, 600 minutes and 31, 536, 000 seconds.

You may be wondering who am I?

I am no simple neither your everyday normal guy who travels back and forth from the Metropolis and central region of Luzon.

I am friendly but the most crazy enemy you'll ever have, you'll curse me till the last pump of your blood.

I love clubbing, being in the middle of that certain sweaty crowd all drugged in loud hip-hop sounds at the same time tracing the streets of Manila alone at night.

I am a terrible romantic who writes sonnets and verses for someone I adore, yet I almost became a killer due to a tragic heartbreak.

I have an alarming libido yet lacks the courage to drag someone to sleep with me.

I am not a straight guy. You can call me gay, a fagot, bi..whatever that might occur to you I don't bleedin' care.

But don't ever call me crazy neither think that I am.

I am a BIPOLAR!